----太初靈量(Primordial Kundalini ) 與你的靈量----
你的靈量即是太初靈量在你身上的反映(reflection)，兩者是有相同的本質，也以相同的方式來運作。當你的靈量上升時即帶給你自覺，同時給你許多能力(powers)，但是你必須知道你的靈量只是一個反映，為了使這反映更真實，你應該去了解真正的靈量----太初靈量是如何運作。
假如你開始想我的靈量(即母親的靈量，譯者：即太初靈量)，你立刻會安靜下來，這是毫無疑問的，此時你變成没有思緒的寧靜。你只要想著我的某一輪穴，你的該輪穴就會變得清潔、没有阻塞。但是你必須要有相當的深度，你才可以達到此一階段。你必須遵守對母親的種種礼法，而且是正確地遵循。你不必去做什麼，只要想著我的輪穴、我的靈量就十分足夠，就會有種種的這些效應。但是你必須發展出完全順服的狀態，才可能到達此階段。
當你使用你自己的靈量時，你必須知道你的靈量有她自己的問題，她已經歷你的過去種種的生命階段，她有時候也非常不高興、非常疲弱或有些受傷，以致她有時候並無法升起。所以假如你希望猶如你母親的靈量給你滋養、給你所有的一切，那麼你應該學習如何向太初靈量順服，當你這麼做，你的靈量立即會變得更強大。
註一：江瑞凱摘譯自Shri Mataji
太初靈量崇拜 (Shri Adi Kundalini Puja)之前的談話1990-06-19. JSM ! 敬請 Sahaja 兄弟姊妹們指正.
So the
Primordial Kundalini, which is reflected in you as your Kundalini, also is of
the same nature and it works in the same way. It rises, gives you Self
Realization, gives you the powers, but after all one has to know it is a
reflection and a reflection to make it truthful, real. You have to look at
reality first, how the real one, the real Kundalini, the real Primordial One,
how it acts, how it works. If you start thinking about My Kundalini only,
immediately you will become silent, no question. You cannot think, just you
become silent. Just think of any one of My chakras and your chakras will be all
right. But you have to have that depth. You have to have that much protocol.
You have to have that much right. Just it will act. Don’t have to do anything.
Just you have to think of My chakras. Just think about My Kundalini. That’s
sufficient. But you have to develop that surrendering situation. Even now there
are Sahaja Yogis who doubt. They have seen the word. They have seen everything,
still they doubt and they [???] to people who are on the periphery. And there
are Sahaja Yogis who are still sticking on to many things. They cannot change.
They haven’t got yet that courage to change themselves. I don’t say that you
have to change anything outside, but a time comes you might have to change
also, so you should be prepared. How much we are courageous, that is to be
weighed and to be found out. Unless and until you have full courage, you cannot
establish Sahaja Yoga in a quick way. When you are using your own Kundalini,
you have to know that the Kundalini that is your own has problems. She Herself
has gone through various ages and stages and She Herself is sometimes very much
hurt, very unhappy and very weak and then She cannot rise.
So if you want
that this Kundalini that is your own, that is your own mother has to give you
all the nourishment and everything, you must learn, first of all, foremost
thing, how to surrender to reality.So if you learn how to surrender to the
Primordial Kundalini, then your Kundalini’s immediately strengthened. (1990-06-19)
