*** 自我膨脹的大瑜伽士 ***
前言：大瑜伽士(mahayogis，譯者：maha是''大''的意思)原是指霎哈嘉練習者若以完全的真誠與真心，持續地精進修行，他的昆達里尼會越來越強，當昆達里尼將你徹底潔靜後，這位練習者就是一位大瑜伽士(註一)。
但是在霎哈嘉的歷史中，出現不少半吊子的練習者，因為自我的脹大，開始宣稱自己如何地偉大的大瑜伽士，不僅給他自己帶來災難，也給集體造成不少麻煩。本譯文即是綜合翻譯Shri Mataji多次談及此種人的片段。
譯文：
最近(註二)我們集體内有一些大災難，許多人變成了所謂的大瑜伽士，他們開始說："我們是這個，我們是那個，我們是大瑜伽士，我們是特殊的人......."，其中有些是真正出了大問題，像那一個叫Sam的，他到任何地方都造成困擾，他腦袋裡想的都是自己。他寫了一封信宣稱母親給他權力去做這個、做那個。這完全是無稽之談，他是一個瘋子，我知道他瘋掉了，但我不曉得他會瘋到這種狀態。對於這種人，我也不知如何處理，唯一可做的就是請他離開霎哈嘉。
另外像在Milano那個傢伙，他（譯者：一位男練習者）宣稱自己是太初之母(Adi Shakti)，我說："太好了！我有太多的莎麗，寄幾件給他穿！"。這些人可能是先看到一些奇蹟，發現事情如何地自然地成就，他們的自我就開始膨漲，開始吹嘘說自己有多利害，自己可以看到什麼，自己已達到多高的境界等等，就認為自己是大瑜伽士。他們都是非常危險的人，但是許多練習者看到這樣子的人都不作聲，或許他們想這不關我的事。這是不對的，發現這樣子的人要立即讓我知道，也必須告訴他：請你離開霎哈嘉。
對這種人要小心謹慎，他們的能量都十分可怕，他們正走在通往精神病院的道路上。這種人在集體内到處都有，上次這裡(澳洲)也出現這樣子的人，我不知道他是否仍在集體內。他們的腦袋也不知道自己在講什麼，不要被他們的各式言論所煽惑感動，這種人往往也會試圖組織小團體，或給集體領導人各種麻煩，你們最好是要遠離他們。他們就只是愚笨的瘋子而已！
你們要記住最後的審判正在進行，隨時都會有很巨烈的篩洗，會面臨各式各樣的抉擇。那些真正走在精微靈性道上的人會逐步更敏感、更深遂；而那些輕浮、粗淺、癡呆、愚笨的人就會開始消散、被拋離。這最後的篩選正快速地進行中。
註一：請見1990-06-19, 2000-08-20。
註二：這是指1995年初，但是在過去也發生過許多次，在1990初的談話中Shri Mataji 即提過數次，請見譯文："蓋起你的耳朶，也遠離講你的導師壞話的那個人"（http://sahajataiwan.blogspot.co.nz/2017/01/hugo-maha-mataji-ashram-thomas-yogi.html
）。此外，譯者整理的文章："歷史上誤闖霎哈嘉的三隻狐狸"（https://sahajataiwan.blogspot.com/2017/03/blog-post.html
），其中的第三隻狐狸也是這種人。
註三：譯者綜合摘譯自Shri Mataji的談話1995-02-19, 1995-03-13, 1995-04-14.
JSM ! 敬請霎哈嘉兄弟姊妹們指正.
We have had some very
big calamities recently. Many people became mahayogis, you see. They
were saying: ‘We are this, we are that we are mahayogis, we are
special people,’ and some of them really tumbled down. So one has to be
careful. One has to lead a balanced, life and a balanced attitude towards
oneself. No use cursing anybody, saying anything, that somebody else is
responsible for your fall. We have one now in, I have heard about him. This
Chinese fellow. What’s his name is, Sam? Don’t know. About a big mahayogi is born there but, wherever he has been he’s been
such a trouble I tell you, everywhere, he’s a troubleshooter. And now he thinks
no end of himself. He has written a letter, to say that Mother has given me
powers to get all the businesses this that. Absolute nonsense. He’s such a
madman. I knew he was mad. But I didn’t know he’d go to that extent of madness.
So now I don’t know what to do with such a person. Only thing we can ask him to
get out of Sahaja Yoga that’s all.
But one has to be
careful when you see such people with such horrible vibrations, they are on
their way to lunatic asylum, and they, if they were taking drugs or something
like that one can understand. It’s not so. It is always a kind of a ego that
just crawls up and they start boasting, talking big and ultimately they end up.
Somebody in Milano said that he was Adi Shakti. I said: ‘Very good send some of
My saris I have too many of them.’ I mean, and people don’t tell Me. I have to
discover. See it’s very, surprising that people once they find some mahayogi there they just think, I don’t know what they
think about him. Maybe they think that’s not their business to say anything
about the mahayogi you see, but, they do, come up, here and there,
see, find in every place. You also had somebody here once upon a time. I don’t
know if he is here still or not. So, see there are people who take to all these
tantric ways and all kinds of things. And where do they end, you see, they are
just mad people, that’s what they are. So never take to them and be careful
that, when they are trying to form some group, please keep away from them.
I’m very happy to see
all of you together so nicely placed with each other. It’s very very
satisfying. And that shows the wisdom is there now to understand the value of a
Sahaja Yogi. It all is going on and I think in this Mahashivaratri I’ll have to
talk about these mahayogis also because they are all, coming up here and
there and troubling the leaders. Now most of the leaders who are there, most of
them I should say, are perfectly alright and I don’t really want to say
anything about anyone.(1995-02-19)
So there are so many miracles like that
that happens suddenly you are, spontaneously find things, spontaneously
everything works out and you’re amazed how these things work out. Now when this
happens you can write it down, you can send it over to people in America, maybe
in India. There’re so many miracles like that that are happening. But there are
some people who start suddenly thinking that they’re mahayogis, they’re very
dangerous people. They start seeing things, they start talking big, they think,
“I’m a mahayogi.” There was one who said, “I’m Adi Shakti.” I
said, “All right, you send him some of My saris, I’ve too many of them.” So
there are stupid people like that also. They think they’re something very
great, mahayogis. And they start saying, “I’m this thing, I’m
that,” it’s horrible. So such people if you find you should immediately let Me
know and also tell that person, “All right, you Mr. Mahayogi please go
away.” There are everywhere like that, they do all kinds of things and talk
like this without any sense in their head. So you have to be careful about it,
not to be impressed by such persons who say this is this, this is this. There
is nobody like mahayogi in Sahaja Yoga, everybody is the same.......
(Question about
ascending beyond the Sahastrara.)
First fix it up the one you have got it, all right? Now don’t go
on futuristic, then you’ll become mahayogi. You go
automatically, grow automatically, spontaneously in a sahaja way when you’re in
thoughtless awareness. Try to increase that area, thoughtless awareness. Then
you will automatically grow. Does this flower thinks how to grow? No, grows
spontaneously, all right? In the same way you will grow when you just become
thoughtlessly aware. And you will know your growth and you’ll become doubtless
about it, all right? You can watch on My Agnya in the photograph, can become
thoughtless. Thoughtless awareness is very important for, the first to
establish yourself. Once you start establishing thoughtless awareness the
doubtless awareness comes and then you are just settled down with yourself, you
don’t think of future or past or anything, you are with yourself, all right?
Real growth is natural and Sahaj. This is not artificially growing isn’t it? In
the same way, it’s a living process of growth.(1995-03-13)
But there are people in Sahaja Yoga, I have seen, who are very
ambitious. And they start saying that, “Mother, we want to be God realized. I
want to be this and do that.” There is no office going on here that you give
somebody a promotion. You have to grow yourself. Then they start proclaiming,
“I am this, I am that.” We call them ‘Mahayogis’. Some of them
had started saying that they have reached very high positions and they ended up
in the lunatic asylum. All such suggestions if people give you, then you should
shun such people. But there are also other people who join such a bombastic
fellow. So, you must remember that this last judgment is working and all the
time there is a big sieving out, a very big arrangement of choices. Those who
are subtle, start getting subtler and subtler and subtler. But those who are
frivolous, gross, idiotic, stupid, they start frittering away. So this last
sieving starts very fast, working out where we realize that where are
we.(1995-04-14)
So you will be the ones who will really inspire them, who will
really make them follow you and take to a life of a Sahaja Yogi. Actually you
are Mahayogis if you become complete. And
you have to become. Nothing is more important than becoming a Mahayogi by which your Spirit gives
joy, peace and blessings to everyone.(2000-08-20)
Unless and until you have that readiness, that “I don’t want
anything. I don’t want. I just want to serve the Divine.” As long as you are
striving for it and asking for it with full heart, with full sincerity, then
I’m sure this Kundalini will be strengthened and She’ll cleanse you completely
and you’ll one day be
Mahayogis.(1990-06-19)
