昆達里尼穿越頭蓋骨之後

*** 昆達里尼穿越頭蓋骨之後 ***

當昆達里尼升起且穿越囟門的頭蓋骨，你就和無所不在的力量連結上，這力量就是神聖的愛(Divine Love)，此刻就是實現真正的"洗禮"(baptism)。

此時首先發生在你身上的，就是你進入無思慮的覺知(thoughtless awareness)狀態，平時我們的思緒(thoughts)不是想到未來，就是想到過去，而不是想到現在，現在的當下才是真實的，過去已經結束了，它已不存在，未來則尚未發生，也是不存在，但是事實上，人就是無法處在當下。平常人的腦袋是一個又一個的思緒來了又走，人就是在這些過去和未來的眾多思緒中跳躍。但是當昆達里尼升起時，它會拉長(elongate)這些思緒(註一)，然後在兩個思緒中產生出一個空檔，這個(没有思緒的)空檔就是"現在"、"當下"，此時你的心智頭腦不再起反應(reflection)，你完全處在自己的寧靜之中，但此刻的你是有覺知的，有完全的覺知，可是你毫無思緒的。當你和這無所不在的力量連結時，這力量本身是完全平安、没有衝突的，所以你(也)會變得完全安祥、平靜，此時上天的祝福與喜樂會傾注到你身上，而這份安祥平靜會散播到周遭，你會讓周圍的人感到祥和，所有不是真理的想法都會褪去，所以你會體悟到上帝正是這祥和的來源，因而你可以散播這祥和到周遭。此時你變成大我的一小部分，你這個小水滴成為海洋的一部分。

另外一件美好的事也會發生在你身上，即你的注意力(attention, 註二)會得到啓發(enlightened)。在受到啓發的注意力中，你會體會到萬物一體(the totality of the whole)，你的注意力會充滿愛和慈悲，你會看到他人的優點，而且你會試著去幫助那些需要你幫助的人。

第二件發生在你的注意力的是：這個受到啓發的注意力會告訴你什麼是正當的行為，這就是為什麼有人在得到自覺後，可以一夜之間戒斷毒品、酒精及其他種種自我毁滅的行為。在西方世界中，人們的想法就是應該去享受人生，但他們的種種娛樂都帶著自我毀滅性。有了啟發的注意力後，你不會再去從事這些帶來毀滅的娛樂，你會去享受大自然，享受周遭的每一個人，享受所有真正內在的宗教。

這個受到啓發的注意力也非常有威力，像昨天那些練習者告訴我列寧格勒的天氣將會非常冷，我就告訴他們："你們只需要將注意力放在天氣，太陽將會來幫助你們"，結果昨天就是豔陽天。所以你們可以對它們下指令，所有的自然界都會為你服務，因為你已經和這無所不在的神聖力量合而為一，這個神聖力量就是創造季節、創造萬物的力量，它也創造你、創造人類，所有對你有好處的事，它都會去做。但它不會去做對你不好的事，例如你認為某人應該被殺死，這種事就不會如你所願。但是在你得到自覺之後，在你成為一個靈(Spirit)之後，你不會去想(此種)壞事了。

此外，(在得到自覺後)，另外有一件很重要的事會發生在你身上，即只要你使用你的注意力，你可以給他人自覺，如同一隻點燃的蠟燭可以點燃許多蠟燭，點燃成千上萬的蠟燭。

然後在你開始給其他人自覺之後，你會進入另一個階段，即無疑惑的覺知(doubtless awareness)狀態，即你對霎哈嘉瑜伽、對我、對霎哈嘉是否能夠成就、對你自己都不再有疑惑了。

註一：Shri Mataji 在其他談話也如此說過，但是''拉長思緒''卻很少被翻譯出來，反而常被翻成''拉開思緒''，譯者以為那是誤譯，因為elongate完全無''拉開''的涵義，它的意思就是伸長、延長。譯者的體驗是：當人進入無思慮的覺知狀態時，人不會在諸多思緒中跳來跳去，頭腦整個沉澱下來，此時的思緒緩慢而像拉長了。在影帶中Shri Mataji的比劃手勢是好像指個別的思緒更悠長，也因此創造出兩個思緒中的空檔（在Amruta影帶1：15：00處）。期待讀者貢獻您的經驗。

註二：Shri Mataji 常用的 attention 不完全等於中文的注意力。中文的注意力常指眼光所及的外在之處，Shri Mataji 的 attention 則更包括内在的思緒、想像、情緒等等，即泛指"腦筋轉到的那裏"。

註三：這是一個很長的談話，香港出版的"演講譯文匯編''(五)有翻譯前半部，但是譯者覺得其中最重要的部分值得單獨成篇。江瑞凱摘譯自Shri Mataji在醫學會議的談話1995-09-19。JSM ! 敬請霎哈嘉兄弟姊妹們指正。

But experience, experiencing that this Kundalini rises and pierces through your fontanelle bone area. And the result, you get connected with this all-pervading power of Divine Love. It is no lecture. It is no sermon. This is the actualization of your baptism.

If you are wise, you will understand that we are not living in a very peaceful world. So first thing happens to you is that you become thoughtlessly aware. When we are thinking, we are thinking of the future or the past, but not of the present. Present is the reality. Past is finished. Future doesn’t exist. But we can not be in the present, is a fact. So now, one thought rises, falls, another thought rises and falls and we are jumping on the cusp of these thoughts of the past and future. But when Kundalini rises, she elongates these thoughts and there is a space created in-between. That is the present, when you don’t have a reflecting mind, you are absolutely at peace with yourself. You’re aware, absolutely aware, but you are thoughtless.......... All right, so you become absolutely peaceful and when you get connected with this all-pervading power, which is peace, absolute peace, no conflict. Bliss starts pouring into you and the peace spreads around. You make others peaceful. All ideas which are not truthful drop out. So you know one thing – that God is the source of peace. That’s how you can spread peace. .........

Another good thing happens to you is that your attention becomes enlightened. .........But your attention will become enlightened. In that enlightened attention, firstly, you see the totality of the whole. It is enlightened with love and compassion. You see the good points of others and try to help who need your help. .......

Then second thing happens to your attention, that this enlightened attention gives you the right path, righteous path. Overnight, overnight, people have given up drugs, alcohol, all destructive things. In the West, idea is we must enjoy every moment of our life, but every enjoyment is self-destructive. With Sahaja Yog you enjoy without getting into destruction. You enjoy all the nature. You enjoy all the human beings. You enjoy all the innate religion – innate, again I say innate, not superficial. All this is available to you, is your own, which you have to have.

Now this attention is also powerful. Yesterday they told Me, “Mother, it will be cold, very cold in Leningrad.” I told Sahaja Yogis, “You just pay attention, the sun will be there at your service.” It was sunny yesterday. [speaks aside] So you can order it, all the nature to be at your lotus feet because now you have become one with this Divine Power. This Divine Power is the one which creates seasons, which creates everything. It has created you. It has created all of you – and you, whatever is good for you, it will do, not something bad. If you think that somebody should be killed, it won’t work out. But after Realization, after becoming the Spirit, you don’t think of bad things.

Then the another very important thing happens to you, that wherever you put your attention, you can even give Realization to people. Like one candle is enlightened, can enlighten many candles, thousands and thousands. ........

So then, after you start giving Realizations to others, you become another state is doubtless aware, where you have no doubts about Sahaj Yoga, about Me, about the workings of Sahaja Yoga – also doubts about yourself. That level, once you have to achieve.