*** 滿足感 ***
我剛剛談的(註一)就是一個霎哈嘉練習者應該有什麼樣的感覺，他應該是一個感到滿足的人。最重要的是你必須是滿足的！你觀察你自己的內在，你滿足與否？你已經得到(人生)最高的(自覺)，這是你過去累世所追求的，你已經獲得平靜、喜樂及所有來自上天的祝福。儘管如此，假如你仍是不滿足，你仍然想做一些有的沒有的、造成困擾的事，例如總是有人想在我面前炫耀，想到前面來表現.....。例如很多練習者認為我必須去他的家(譯者：這裏尤其指印度人)，為什麼你沒有想過你做了什麼(偉大的事)，所以我必須去你的家呢？或是一定要來我的房子(看我)呢？無論我在什麼地方，你都應該不要來干擾我的平靜。截至目前為止，你並未做過什麼(偉大的事)，你應該讓上述這種欲念留在心中就好，也想想(得到自覺的)你已處在什麼地位，為什麼你(還)會有這樣的欲念呢？這些會帶給母親(許多)麻煩！......假如你在霎哈嘉裡沒有真正的滿足(samadhan)，那麼你是沒有用的！"無論我在那裡，母親都與我同在"------在你的内裡應該要有這種滿足才對，處在這種心態之下你將會成長。
假如你心中不滿足，隨時都在眾練習者之前爭出頭、搶表現，那你又獲得了什麼呢？假如你內心滿足，那母親無時不刻都和你在一起！當你可以如此想時，你才是一個霎哈嘉瑜伽士。(在普祭、談話時)你坐在那裏都可以，對霎哈嘉瑜伽士而言，是沒有必要坐到前面、坐到台上來。我認識你們每一個人，假如你內心可以有滿足感，而且也達到那個深度，那麼在那深度之中你就可以遇見我，(所以你根本不必一定要見我)。現在你們應該(試圖)去達到這個深度。你應該是不論做什麼，你都可以得到滿足。你應該是要挺身來傳播霎哈嘉、為霎哈嘉工作，那麼你就會獲得真正的滿足，你就不會再想擠到前面來告訴我這個那個。(其實)大部分的時候，那些太過想出頭、太想到我前面的人，(往往)是不誠實的人或是小偷。而那些內心純淨、享受愛的人，往往消融在他們内裡的愛與享受之中，(而不會一直想擠到前頭)。
再舉一個例子，許多女練習者想結婚，但是在配婚群中，女生是男生的四、五倍。假如她們沒有(被配到對象來)結婚，為此她們就感到很不高興。這是不重要的事！妳現在已連結到上帝！婚姻(也)未必都是一個很大的祝福。相反的，它可能是一種非常大的束縛，它可能帶來很多麻煩，所以最好不要因未配到對象而感到沮喪。無法給人自覺才是應該感到沮喪的事！妳應該想想妳已經給多少人自覺了？假如妳無時不刻就如同常人一般，只是想著婚姻，只想著這個那個，這樣子對妳不會有幫助。妳是非常特殊的人，(妳有沒有想過)妳的特殊之處在那裡？妳又用它來做什麼呢？
註一： 在這個談話Shri Mataji 先用印度語講，下半場才用英語，兩部分都有談到"滿足" 這個話題。本譯文翻譯英文談話的部分，但也納入印度文談話的相關片段。
註二：江瑞凱摘譯自Shri Mataji在除夕普祭(New Year's Eve Puja)的談話2001-12-31。JSM ! 敬請霎哈嘉兄弟姊妹們指正。
I’m telling them that how a Sahaja Yogi should feel. You should
be satisfied people. Firstly and foremost you have to be satisfied. You just
see within yourself if you are satisfied or not. You’ve got the highest that
you wanted, you have got the peace, you’ve got the joy, and all the blessings
of the Divine. Despite that, if you are dissatisfied, you want to do something
always that is disturbing. Always some people want to show Me off, want to come
forward – or they want to escape Sahaja Yoga.
....... (English speech)
Second
thing which I have seen in Sahaj Yoga is that everyone wants that I must visit
their houses. Why don’t you understand that what have you done that I should
come to your house? Or … whomever you see wants to come to My house. Wherever I
go, you should leave Me peaceful. You have not done anything till now. You
should leave this kind of desire in your mind and think that what is your aukat [status]? Why do
you desire such a thing, which can give trouble to your Mother? Why to do such things
like…. I come from somewhere and they stand in front of me. Not to do like
this. If you don’t have samadhan [ultimate satisfaction] in Sahaj Yoga, then
you are of no use. ‘Wherever I am, Mother is with me.’ Such kind of samadhan
should be within you. You will grow with this.
Anything which grows in this world is all absorbed in samadhan.
If you are not samadhani and keep running in front of everyone all the time,
what is the gain from that? With samadhan, Mother is there where you are. When
you think like this then you will be considered a Sahaj Yogi. Wherever you are
sitting…coming in front of Me … coming on stage … it is not required for a
Sahaj Yogi.
I know
about everyone. Samadhan is such a thing that in the depth of it you can meet
Me and now the time has come where you should achieve samadhan. You should see
that whatever you are doing, you should get satisfaction. You should come
forward to spread Sahaj Yoga and work for Sahaj Yoga, you will see that you
will achieve the samadhan. You will not feel like coming in front of Me and
telling Me everything. Most of the time, I have seen that all those who come
too much forward and in front of Me are either dishonest or thieves…[short pause].
Those who are clean in heart and are enjoying the love are lost in the joy of
love within. ...... (translation
from Hindi)
Now for example, so many girls wanted to marry. There are four
times more, five times more than all the boys put together. But if they are not
married, they feel very unhappy about it. Doesn’t matter! You are now connected
to God! Marriage is not always a very great blessing, I tell you, it’s not. On
the contrary, it can be very binding, it could be very troublesome. So better
not feel bad. You should feel bad when you cannot give Realisations to others.
How many people have I given Realisation? Just think about it. All the time, like all the ordinary people, thinking about marriage, and this and that. It’s not going to help you. You are something special. And what speciality do you have? What are you doing about it? (English speech)
How many people have I given Realisation? Just think about it. All the time, like all the ordinary people, thinking about marriage, and this and that. It’s not going to help you. You are something special. And what speciality do you have? What are you doing about it? (English speech)
