*** 大幻相的秘密 (下) ***
我的注意力是可以穿透渗入任何東西，而且我可以記住每一件事情，甚至在這個年紀(譯者：71歲)，我的記憶力依然十分良好。當我的注意力(投注)穿透某一事物時，它携帶著所有需要的力量，而且這些力量會運作，這就像一個自動的機器，非凡無比的機器，它是如此地精微，會創造出許多不可思議的成就，所以你們會告訴我這裏有一個奇蹟，那裏又有一個奇蹟。這些都不是奇蹟，只因為你們是在我身體裡面！假如我的身體是神聖的(Divine)，那麼有什麼是奇蹟呢？這只是(你和我之間的)連結溝通，我(可以)和你溝通連結。
但是有一件事是非常確定的，即你不應該迷失在Mahamaya的幻相(rupa，註一)，那是非常危險的，因為一旦你迷失了，那麼Mahamaya的力量就不會再作用於你身上。你不應該只是偶然將你的注意力放在霎哈嘉，那樣子不會成就。Mahamaya就像遥控器作用在我身體的每一個細胞(譯者：指霎哈嘉的練習者)的反映器(reflector)，也作用在你們的注意力，假如你們的注意力不妥當，它也會去糾正。這是讓人類可以更進一步演化的最好方法，也没有其他途逕了，因為這個世界人們的注意力並未放在靈(Spirit)上。.......
有些練習者離開霎哈嘉，我會説："没關係，假如他們離開，那很好，清除一些舊垃圾也是不錯，没有關係！"，然後他們又跑回來說："母親，這件(不好的)事發生在我身上，那件事情也發生了。......我們碰到了一個意外災難，某人生病了，某人非常不高興，我們的婚姻破裂了........"，我聽到這些只是微笑。(最終)他們又回來霎哈嘉，但他們已落後其他人，或許他們又慢慢再上來，但是因為他們遭受了一些苦難，所以他們昇進得比較慢。從另一個角度來看，這對其他人亦是一個很好的範例，讓他們不必遭逢相同的苦難。
發生在這些離開者身上的苦難，並不是來自Mahamaya，一點都不是。相反的，一旦你曾經尊我為母親，就會有一個保護的注意力在你身上。但是在你行為不當，在你跨過種種的紅線，這懲罰的力量就開始作用在你身上，.........。
在霎哈嘉中最糟糕的行為就是從我身上撈錢，因為他們知道我不擅於管錢，不熟悉銀行的事務。我對此是不擅長，但是我並不是不知道，我是知道所有(發生)的事，我知道每一個人的所有事情。他們欺騙我，我知道他們講謊話，但是這種行為是被容許的，你可以在霎哈嘉做任何你想做的事，但是你將必須為此付出代價........。但是我未並直接或間接去促成這些報應，這只是因為一旦你離開母親的保護，將會籠罩在那些負面力量，這部分也是你看不見的，因為你並没有明亮的眼睛(partly blind)，你既看不清楚你的母親，也看不清楚負面的力量，所以你會成為這些負面力量操縱的錯誤觀念、論調、文化下的犧牲者。像我知道有一位離開者，他目前又喝很多酒，又從事許多惡習，是他在他的惡習中迷失了，我並未對他做任何事。
假如你和我在一起，假如你在霎哈嘉裏，你會被照顧的，但你必須抓緊，你必須有信心。縱使你有任何困難，都會被解決的。但是那些離開霎哈嘉，那些超出我能顧及的人，他們就會遭受一些苦難。但是我從未以任何方式來傷害他們，不管是直接或間接的，因為我早已決定不會傷害任何人，尤其是那些叫我母親的人，我絕不願意去傷害他們。但是毫無疑問的，那些人會被(懲罰力量所)傷害，而且往往受傷很重。
註一：rupa的意思大約是"幻相、幻影"(1984-02-18)、"形態、狀態"(1986-08-23, 1996-10-20)，此處指Mahamaya的行事作為與戲碼等。
註二：另有一篇相關的譯文："大幻相" ( http://sahajataiwan.blogspot.co.nz/2016/06/mahamaya-mahamaya-mahamaya-adi-shakti.html )
註三：
江瑞凱摘譯自Shri Mataji 在Shri Mahamaya Puja的談話1994-04-10. JSM ! 敬請霎哈嘉兄弟姊妹們指正.
You
see, my attention is such that it penetrates into everything, and I remember
each and every thing very well. My memory’s very good, even at this age. So,
you see, this attention itself is very penetrating and when it penetrates it
carries with it all the powers that are required and acts. It’s a tremendous
machinery, I should say, which is very subtle and works wonders. So you start
telling Me that there is a miracle that has happened, miracle that has happened
Nothing is a miracle because if you’re all in My Body and if My Body is divine,
then what is a miracle? It’s all the communication, as this hand can
communicates with this hand, I communicate with you.
But
one thing is definite, that you should not get lost with this rupa of Mahamaya.
It’s a very dangerous thing because once you get lost, “Oh, Mother,” after all,
you see, like that, then it doesn’t act, it doesn’t work out. It’s not a casual
thing, but I want to live very casually Myself to show that I’m casual, but I
am not. While you should not pay your attention casually, that won’t work out
because you are in My Body. Say, every cell in My Body is aware, and every cell
has a reflector. I don’t know about, you know about it, but there is a
reflector in us, which works on remote control. So it works on remote control
on your attention also. If your attention is not all right, it corrects.
It puts- that’s the best way we could evolve human beings. There was no other way out because the attention of the people is, on the whole, in the whole world, is not yet on the Spirit.........
It puts- that’s the best way we could evolve human beings. There was no other way out because the attention of the people is, on the whole, in the whole world, is not yet on the Spirit.........
Now,
there are some Sahaja Yogis who left Sahaja Yoga, went off. I said, “All right,
if they have gone, very good. Good riddance of bad rubbish. Doesn’t matter.”
And then they again come back. “Mother, this happened to us. That happened to
us. Somebody got this. Somebody got that. We met with an accident, then
somebody got the sickness. Somebody is very unhappy. We broke our marriage.”
All kinds of things and when they say like this, I mean, they do like this, I
just smile. So it’s a bad coin. All right, doesn’t matter. Again they come back
to Sahaja, but they are left behind the others. They come up, but slowly,
because they have suffered, so they have come. In a way, there’s a good example
for others that we don’t want to suffer any more.
The
sufferings do not come from Mahamaya, by any chance. On the contrary, once you
have called Me the Mother, you see, there is a protective attention on you.
Then you misbehave, you cross all the limits and things, then it acts on you.
This action has taken place in many cases. Some of them have come back, some
are still hanging around and are doing wrong things because they have done
terribly wrong things and they know they’ll be found out.
Now
the worst thing that happens in Sahaja Yoga, that people try to make money out
of Me because they know I don’t understand money, I don’t understand banking
and I’m very bad at it, but I’m not. I know everything. I know everything about
everyone. They tell me lies. I know that they’re telling Me lies, but is
allowed. Do what you like in Sahaja Yoga. You, yourself, will have to pay for
it. It’s something so great with this Mahamaya rupa, that, directly, I don’t
have to say anything. You don’t even know that it’s done. When it happens, they
come rushing to Me, “Mother, it has happened.” Now, I have not done anything
directly, neither indirectly, but once you go out of the protection of your
Mother, there are all negative forces all around, which also you don’t see
because you are partly blind. You couldn’t see your Mother and you couldn’t see
these negative forces also. Then you fall a prey to their talk, things,
whatever it is. or maybe into some paradoxical culture, as you have here. You
may fall a prey to that. There’s somebody I know in Sahaja Yoga who has gone
now and he’s now drinking a lot and he’s doing all kinds of things. So such a
person gets lost because of his doings. I am not doing anything to him.
If
you are with Me, if you are in Sahaja Yoga, you are protected, you are looked
after, but you have to stick on, you have to have faith and even if there’s any
problem, it gets solved. But those who have gone out of it, who go beyond My
reach, then they suffer. So, even indirectly, I would say, I’m not in any way
harming them because I’ve decided not to harm anyone. That I have decided on.
Especially those who call Me Mother, I don’t want to harm them, but they get
harmed. No doubt, they get harmed very badly.
